A Story of a Girl and Her Friend's Problem

I feel like this for a long time, and I can't really bear it all, with no one I can talk with...

And I can't help but crying alone in front of my PC, try to not letting my family know...

I've always regret how weak I am, i can't even cheered up my friends... And I'm afraid their condition will got worst... //the rumour that I've heard said one of them almost have a suicide in the past, and I don't want it happened again, never..

Maybe I'm just thinking too much, and overacting...

But all this time, to be honest, I can't express any of my sadness, not in real life, in facebook, in twitter, DA, anywhere...

I always pretended to be strong, but I'm too weak, even if I'm not crying, this feelings hurts me so much...

Even though after few moments I'll recovered, the pain will still be left behind somewhere in my heart...

And even when I try to smile outside, it's still hurts so much... I wonder if it'll kills me, but I'll never let it happened LOL

That's why I've expressed all of my feelings through arts..

//and this is one of them~ I'm sorry if it's such doodle though.. ;; v ;;

And anyway, I'm really sorry for bad grammar and hand-writing... ./////.

This is my message for you all...

Thank you for reading, and have a nice life! ~